Welcome! Thanks for stopping by. My first full length book, “My Demon, My Jesus,” is now available CLICK HERE to get a copy. ~ Blue.

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“This book is brilliantly and intelligently written. The rich descriptive adjectives, figurative and literal language, sensory elements that this book offers, rocks my literary world and inspires me to have bigger faith in what is around us and what is to come.”

“Have you wondered about the majestic, beautiful, and awesomeness that awaits us in heaven? Maybe you are interested in mystical angels that interact with us and dance around us daily? Are you seeking information about the power and victory the name Jesus has over the enemy? If you answered yes to any of these questions, this is your book!”

“I think this book will not only bring healing to individuals, but also to the Christian Church as a whole, to the remnant.”

“It is an anointed book and I received some unexplained healing by simply reading the book.”

A near-death experience, a botched suicide that worked… then didn’t.

God had another plan.

“My Demon, My Jesus” is a Christian memoir about the author’s struggle with suicidal depression and how she conquered her demons.

At 30 years old, Blue Tapp attempted suicide by swallowing a handful of sleeping pills. Her spirit left her body before she was brought back to life in the hospital. Blue is alive today because God miraculously saved her life. Four angels appeared and helped her call for help before she died.

However Blue’s battle with depression was far from over. She spent the next three years addicted to prescription medication under the care of a psychiatrist. But pills cannot cure depression.

Today Blue is completely free of depression and medication. She has learned the keys to living an amazing life of joy and victory. ”My Demon, My Jesus” describes her healing process through meditative prayer. Others who suffer from depression can follow these same steps to reach true lasting healing.

Blue’s healing was miraculous. But it was not instantaneous. It was a process of learning how to think in a healthy way, how to shift thought patterns and spirit life from defeat to victory. Blue’s journey will help others climb their way out of the trap of poisonous thought patterns and prescribed drug addictions. There are so many people fighting this battle…

Blue’s story took another extraordinary twist in 2019. She began experiencing astonishing visions where her soul was taken to heaven to pray for the world with millions of other saints. Today the visions continue weekly with messages from heaven. God wants us to know that He loves and cares deeply about each one of us. He wants us to know Him intimately. All believers are being called to join with the saints in praying for our world, for a great awakening that will draw multitudes of people to the heart of God.

One of God’s charges was to write everything down, every vision in detail. As she did this, a connection became apparent between the visions and her own life journey, from her early experiences of demonic oppression and suicidal depression to eventual miraculous healing. The visions about God’s love were a message of hope to everyone battling depression.

So she’s told it all… from a demonically oppressed disturbed child who also fell in love with Jesus and prayed to become a Christian at six years old…to a suicidally depressed young adult who overdosed on sleeping pills and was brought back from death in the hospital…to years addicted to prescription drugs…to miraculous healing, victorious life, and divine visions. Don’t miss this incredible true story!


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I am ecstatic to announce my new podcast, "Join Hands With Heaven" hosted by yours truly! Episode #1 premiers on YouTube THIS MONDAY, June 5, 2023 at 7:00pm CST. On this show, we'll be talking about spiritual healing & deliverances, angels & demons, prophetic words, visions & dreams, unity in the body of Christ, the meaning of salvation, legalism vs. freedom, and everything else to do with Jesus Christ, our risen Lord and Savior.I've been planning this podcast for years, developing content, honing my video editing and speaking skills, and MUCH praying! I am so excited it is finally reality. Please tune in to watch! I think you'll like it!youtube.com/playlist?list=PLSwk1_j3xzfZhQB4utwz9ElCvZzzQUE6d ... See MoreSee Less
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My Demon, My Jesus: Delivered from Demonic Oppression & Suicidal Depression; Brought Back from Death Into Victorious Life, Divine Joy & Visions

But ask the animals, and they will teach you, or the birds in the sky, and they will tell you; or speak to the earth, and it will teach you, or let the fish in the sea inform you. Which of all these does not know that the hand of the LORD has done this? In his hand is the life of every creature and the breath of all mankind.
Job 12:7-10


About Blue Tapp


Blue Tapp is an author, artist, photographer, and musician. She has run her own website development company, Blue’s ArtHouse Graphics & Web Design, since 1997.

Blue’s artistic vision emerges from her own story of struggle with suicidal depression, addiction and an emotionally abusive childhood home. As a young adult, she attempted suicide by swallowing a handful of sleeping pills. Her spirit left her body before she was brought back to life in the hospital. Blue is alive today because God miraculously saved her life. Four angels appeared and helped her call for help before she died.

Since then, Blue has been miraculously healed from depression and addiction. She has discovered the marvelous joy of living in deep relationship with Jesus and He has blessed her with glorious visions of heaven and messages of how deep is God’s love for us. Her memoir, “My Demon, My Jesus,” is an international best seller available on Amazon.

Blue’s Nail-Pierced Hand paintings feature stylized depictions of the nail-pierced hand of Jesus Christ. Each painting is poignantly paired with Scripture, inviting viewers to reflect upon Christ’s constant presence in our lives. Blue’s paintings tell stories of Jesus’ love for us, His healing powers, and His relentless pursuit of our hearts. His pierced open hand beckons us to follow Him, and invites us to place our own hands within His protective grasp. Blue’s vibrant colors radiate from her canvases in brilliant visual reminders of the sacrifice of Jesus Christ that offers us salvation.

Blue and her husband, Craig, live and homestead in Blue Eye, Missouri, where they raise chickens, ducks, rabbits, and goats and grow their own food. Follow their homesteading adventures at hermitsway.com.

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