Welcome! Thanks for stopping by. My first full length book, “My Demon, My Jesus,” is now available CLICK HERE to get a copy. ~ Blue.
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“This book is brilliantly and intelligently written. The rich descriptive adjectives, figurative and literal language, sensory elements that this book offers, rocks my literary world and inspires me to have bigger faith in what is around us and what is to come.”
“Have you wondered about the majestic, beautiful, and awesomeness that awaits us in heaven? Maybe you are interested in mystical angels that interact with us and dance around us daily? Are you seeking information about the power and victory the name Jesus has over the enemy? If you answered yes to any of these questions, this is your book!”
“I think this book will not only bring healing to individuals, but also to the Christian Church as a whole, to the remnant.”
“It is an anointed book and I received some unexplained healing by simply reading the book.”
A near-death experience, a botched suicide that worked… then didn’t.
God had another plan.
“My Demon, My Jesus” is a Christian memoir about the author’s struggle with suicidal depression and how she conquered her demons.
At 30 years old, Blue Tapp attempted suicide by swallowing a handful of sleeping pills. Her spirit left her body before she was brought back to life in the hospital. Blue is alive today because God miraculously saved her life. Four angels appeared and helped her call for help before she died.
However Blue’s battle with depression was far from over. She spent the next three years addicted to prescription medication under the care of a psychiatrist. But pills cannot cure depression.
Today Blue is completely free of depression and medication. She has learned the keys to living an amazing life of joy and victory. ”My Demon, My Jesus” describes her healing process through meditative prayer. Others who suffer from depression can follow these same steps to reach true lasting healing.
Blue’s healing was miraculous. But it was not instantaneous. It was a process of learning how to think in a healthy way, how to shift thought patterns and spirit life from defeat to victory. Blue’s journey will help others climb their way out of the trap of poisonous thought patterns and prescribed drug addictions. There are so many people fighting this battle…
Blue’s story took another extraordinary twist in 2019. She began experiencing astonishing visions where her soul was taken to heaven to pray for the world with millions of other saints. Today the visions continue weekly with messages from heaven. God wants us to know that He loves and cares deeply about each one of us. He wants us to know Him intimately. All believers are being called to join with the saints in praying for our world, for a great awakening that will draw multitudes of people to the heart of God.
One of God’s charges was to write everything down, every vision in detail. As she did this, a connection became apparent between the visions and her own life journey, from her early experiences of demonic oppression and suicidal depression to eventual miraculous healing. The visions about God’s love were a message of hope to everyone battling depression.
So she’s told it all… from a demonically oppressed disturbed child who also fell in love with Jesus and prayed to become a Christian at six years old…to a suicidally depressed young adult who overdosed on sleeping pills and was brought back from death in the hospital…to years addicted to prescription drugs…to miraculous healing, victorious life, and divine visions. Don’t miss this incredible true story!
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Well folks, here ’tis! …the Christmas book sale I’ve been hinting about for the last two months! From today until December 7 my Kindle book is only 99¢, paperback is $6, and hardcover (makes a very nice gift) is only $14.00. This is obviously my last book sale of the year and I’ll be raising all prices on January 1 (overdramatic sense of urgency… hint, hint!)
Do you feel like you are suffering right now? Do you feel beaten down emotionally and spiritually right now? Remember this promise. Your sufferings will only last “a little while.” Even now God can restore your spirit and heart. Even now He will pour His strength, courage, and healing into your soul if you reach out to Him.
Hang on, friend, just a little while longer. Your help is on the way. And He is Jesus.
CYBER MONDAY DEAL! I'm offering the Kindle version of "My Demon, My Jesus" for FREE! Today Only. https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0B4DW57QC/
I am doing a new thing!! I've been painting! I call these "Nail Pierced Hand" paintings and I'm now offering prints on canvas or high quality posters. You can add your name or loved one's name for a gift. Just in time for Christmas. Available on my online shop.
I'm doing a CyberMonday special...Monday, November 28, is CyberMonday and the Kindle version of “My Demon, My Jesus” will be FREE all day long! CLICK HERE TO GET YOUR FREE COPY
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But ask the animals, and they will teach you, or the birds in the sky, and they will tell you; or speak to the earth, and it will teach you, or let the fish in the sea inform you. Which of all these does not know that the hand of the LORD has done this? In his hand is the life of every creature and the breath of all mankind.
Job 12:7-10
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About Blue Tapp
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Blue Tapp is a writer, artist, photographer, musician, and homesteader. She has an A.A. in Fine Arts, B.A. in English, M.A. in English Literature, and completed Ph.D. coursework in Rhetoric & Composition. She has run her own website development company, Blue’s ArtHouse Graphics & Web Design, since 1997.
Blue writes inspirational nonfiction and speaks about seeking God through meditative prayer, healing from depression, and deliverance from demonic oppression. She is available for speaking engagements and podcast interviews. Email inquiries to bluetapp@gmail.com.
Blue and her husband, Craig Scheffer, live and homestead in Blue Eye, Missouri, where they raise chickens, ducks, rabbits, and sheep and grow their own food. Follow their homesteading adventures at hermitsway.com.
